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10/02/05--17:39: Monday, October 03, 2005 (chan 1730584)

I broke my hand yesterday, sorry that  i missed  ur  birthday Matt i hope  you  had  a good  birthday. i  really  wanted t0o make it:( welll its  reaklly  hard to tyope. love peace n chickebn grease.

                                               -heather




10/27/05--13:58: Thursday, October 27, 2005 (chan 1730584)

what do you do when you feel as tho you could vanish and no one would know...... what do you do when you care about someone, but you are ot sure what you really want? What do you do when you can't get over someone and feel like they can't stand you? Why do I feel so miserable now? what have I done wrong? why can't I just be happy? How do you know when you have made the right decsion? when something feels so right sometimes, but the rest of the time you want to change it. How can I explain what I am feeling with out hurting someone? They will never understand...... no one ever does......I feel as tho I have no friends anymore, I just want this life to end sometimes, I am so tired of living, it gets harder and harder everyday..... why?I wish I could just be someone else..... someone who is loved by many and hated by few.......someone pretty..... someone who never has to worry about their weight.... someone totally different. someone happy..........


10/27/05--13:58: Thursday, October 27, 2005 (chan 1730584)

what do you do when you feel as tho you could vanish and no one would know...... what do you do when you care about someone, but you are ot sure what you really want? What do you do when you can't get over someone and feel like they can't stand you? Why do I feel so miserable now? what have I done wrong? why can't I just be happy? How do you know when you have made the right decsion? when something feels so right sometimes, but the rest of the time you want to change it. How can I explain what I am feeling with out hurting someone? They will never understand...... no one ever does......I feel as tho I have no friends anymore, I just want this life to end sometimes, I am so tired of living, it gets harder and harder everyday..... why?I wish I could just be someone else..... someone who is loved by many and hated by few.......someone pretty..... someone who never has to worry about their weight.... someone totally different. someone happy..........


12/16/05--09:39: Friday, December 16, 2005 (chan 1730584)

I am officially a highschool graduate HELL YEAH BITCHES I AM DONE!!!!!!!!!! NO MORE SCHOOL MOTHER FUCKERZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                                  -HEATHER

                                -A HIGHSCHOOL GRAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




12/30/05--21:31: Saturday, December 31, 2005 (chan 1730584)

hey peoplez its meee...... lol.... dunno who else it would be, but ne wayz, well I got fired from Jack in the crack, but then a day or two l8er I got a new job, a better job. I get paid 15 buckz an hour!!!! hellz yeah!!!! I am now working with a place called Vector, I will be going to appts. with people to try and sell them kitchen utensils, fishing stuff, and hunting thingz. well I hope that I do good at this job. Oh and also I am moving out of my house tomorrow. woo freakin hoo!!! I am excited, time to start a new chapter in my life. well wish me luck. Love peace N chicken grease!!!!

                                             -Heather




01/31/06--08:24: Tuesday, January 31, 2006 (chan 1730584)

hey hey hey peoplez!!!!! how is every one today? I am doin okily dokily I suppose...... well this being graduated thing fuckin rox!!!!! I need to find a second job tho, so if ne one knowz of ne where thatz hiring please let me know so I can go apply. well my job is pretty cool.... runnin out of people to make apptz. with tho. business has been a lot slower.... that really sux, but hey I can't complain I have a job at least and one that payz damn good at that. well I am livin with a guy named Frank now. I dunno how long itz gunna last, I have already got in quite a bit of fightz with him lately, and I was gunna move out like 2 or 3 tymez now I think, but he apologized again and again, and he is a sweetie sometymez.... when he wantz to be so I gotta be nice or at least try to be. I hate that I believe in charma otherwise I wouldn't be so scared of being really mean to people. well I have been hangin out with Charlie a lot more lately and itz been awesome. I love being with him..... even tho sometymez we don't alwayz get along, itz awesome plus infinity when we do. I love him a lot still sometymez I feel like my dumbass made another mistake by breakin up with him, but I dunno cuz when I am with him sometymez it feelz right, but sometymez I get this feeling like I dunno.... somethingz not right. Well one thing that me and frank argue a lot about is tha fact that I don't want a boyfriend right now, he thinx itz just me not givin a damn bout him, when really itz cuz I need some ME tyme for once BY MYSELF. well I gotsta go Leave me sum luv peoplez...... Love Peace N Chicken Grease!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Heather


03/27/06--22:42: uhhhhh stuff..... (chan 1730584)

hey hey hey peoplez....... Whatz crack a lackin???? Well let me tell you whatz been crack a lackin on my side of tha street..... well I got a prom dress fer this yearz prom finally..... woo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!! lol well I am excited, my dress is red with sparklez.... and it has these stringz in tha back and it has strapz unlike last year so I won't have ta pull it up every five secondz. and it has a trail thingy in tha back, I think it is soooo gorgeous unlike tha owner.... bleh.... o well. I also finally named my bug, itz tha AWESOME BLOSSOM!!!!!!!! tehehehehehehehe......... I wanna get some stickerz fer my back window that say AWESOME BLOSSOM, er THE AWESOME BLOSSOM, dunno yet, yall tell me what cha think should I put THE on it er just AESOME BLOSSOM without tha THE at tha beginnin, ummmmmm I work at tha corner bakery offa cooper right cross tha street from tha parkz mall, by target so ya know if ya evar wanna c me yall could come up there n make my day at work a little er a lot betta, on tha dayz I work I usually come in at like 7,8, 11, er 12, and I am usually alwayz there at 2 er round there, I have like 2 dayz off per week so if ya come up between the tymez i mentioned, then you are more than likely gunna catch me there, er yall who have my numba ya could call n find out when I am gunna work, well I hope ta see some one who loves me enough ta come n c me. other then dat, well hmmmmm.................................... oh yea I got all of my senior shit, like 2 shirtz, flipity flopz, bracelet, capriz, n my thank you cardz n my announcementz, and all that shit, Ima go ta tha senior dinner, so let me know if your goin so I know ta look fer ya there, well I miss all my skool friendz, but I sure as hell don miss tha gayass skool. well buh bye fer now. Love Peace N Chicken Grease!!!!!!!!!!!
-Heather
PEACE OUT MY PEOPLEZ.....
P.S. I LOVE PUFF-PUFF MORE THEN NE THANG. DON'T YOU??!?!?!?!?!? tehehehehehe I know ya do.



06/04/06--13:49: Sunday, June 04, 2006 (chan 1730584)

I WALKED MOTHA FUCKAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!  NO MO SKOOL BULL SHIT FO ME EVA EVA AGAIN WOO HOO TEHEHEHEHEHE!!!! well I don have a puter so jus leave a msg on here n Ill write u back when I get on again Love Peace N Chicken Grease!!!!

                                        -Heather




07/28/06--20:57: Saturday, July 29, 2006 (chan 1730584)

well im outta rehab and in a halfway house ne of my past friends reading this if we used to get fucked up together its nothing personal but I am not supposed to associate with you but I do care for all of you I just can't put myself n a high risk situation. yall can write me messages on here and depending n how our relationship was i might be able to say hello but not to everyone I love yall wish me luck on my new lifestyle. I have been clean n sober for 30 some odd dayz peace out man!!!

                                            -Heather




11/06/06--09:47: Monday, November 06, 2006 (chan 1730584)

Hey everyone I have not wrote on here in forever but I just wanted to tell ne one who reads this that I am movin in my own fuckin apartment tonite and I am fuckin excited woohoo well peace out peoplez

                           -heather